Shinki

 Today i went for cca!
Cause after geog, valerie suddenly dissapere, i think she went home without saying bye. 
Lol, then i went to look around for her but cant find. 
Then i see someone wearing wushu shirt on the second level. 
Then i suddenly think maybe i should go for awhile, if not i confirm forever wont go de. 

Went in to the hall then see zhongwei and jasmine practicing for the sports day cheerleading luh. 
I'm topaz so i feel kind of left out so i sat down alone. 
Damn loner lar, sian sian sian. 
Then Jocelyn, Rachel and Weilin came to the hall lar. 
If they never come i tell you i sure too emo then go home de. 
Then after that they decided to dance at the side of the hall. 
Then i tried talking to the sec2 wushu girl, first time talking to her lar. 
Her name is Regin? Maybe i got the spelling wrong haha. 
Then after that abit sian so i try to find a sword lor. 
Then i seriously cant remember the steps/routine at all!
So no choice have to disturb zhongwei at his break time lar. 
He teach teach teach still cannot remember =,=
Forget it. 
Weilin got this phone so nice!
Samsung phone are nice lor, i like leh. 
Its the Samsung Jet S8000!

I will study okay! I promise i will!
so just get lost and fuck off. 
i can take care of myself cause i'm not a kid anymore. 
Thanks alot for your understanding bitch. 

Seriously they can just don't care about me anymore. 
I can manage my own time and i will study lar. 
Whats with them not letting me on com even one to two hours a day?
They have brain cancer i bet. 

Really i want to study but i still don't have enough passion maybe?
Yesterday i sit on my table without my laptop on, right infront of the book and i start scribbling stuff on my foolscape -.- 
for two hours, and of course i listen to music. 

But i guess if i plan, and take it slowly, 
i can definately study and do well for my Os. 
So don't worry cause its not worth it. 
I'm trying hard just that you can't tell. 
But i can tell, and thats just good enough. 

Yup yup, i feel guilty for switching room with my brother. 
This is his last few month in poly, and thats very important i guess. 
He scarifies his room for me cause he heard that im going to work hard. 
And really after i switch room with him i slept very well everynight until i can't even hear my alarm clock everytime. 
And he's complaining that there's too much cars at night, too noisy he cant sleep well. 
Hope he get used to it soon. 

study study sian die. 

 I FORGOT THAT I HAVE A BLOG!
Lol, not excuses okay...
School so far is okay. 
But i must sleep earlier and study abit thats all. 
Today i skipped school T.T
Cause too tired, expected lar since jocelyn yesterday nvr come, can see school is stress. 
For now, i hate my phone! 
I dunno where to find the song files and how to turn the camera sound off D:
I should have gotten this phone, i fell in love with it the moment heecheng took it out of her pocket. 
LOL its the samsung pixon!
So sweet right? its pink!
8 megapixels and touchscreen. 
External memory up to 16GB. 
>.<

 Sec4 already, most the teachers are still the same, but this year we don't change class much, which is good. But the stuffy classroom make me sleepy. Somemore i sit at the back row cause i came late on the first day then there's only a sit at the boy's side (our class kind of like to sit one side boy, one side girl) which i took it since its better than nothing. But i sit down there, listen to Clement, Sidney and Quanxue talking (i forgot what they talk about) then the stupid class list don't have Bryan's, Shiddiq's and MY name. I thought we going to transfer class at first sia, lucky never. Then i so bored, then start emo-ing, emo-ing, until i can't take it anymore and ask George to change seats with me. So that's how i ended up at the last row's door seat, quite a long story huh?
Lolol, alot of people ask me the same question, "why you never tie hair?" haha they should ask "why you cut your hair?" instead. But few of them say my hair is nice which make me quite happy cause lucky its not THAT bad, cause the stupid stylist don't know how to cut hair. 
Our first day ended with each teacher coming in to tell us about O'lvls. Scary ar...Chinese i wanted to take CL-B but my humanities sucks! So no choice gotta try my best for the exam in May...hope my birthday month will make me lucky. After school so scared so i went to the Library to borrow a chinese story book with Amira. 

Second day, valerie didn't came to school O.O i thought she skip school, really. Then my whole day so boring, sitting last seat when the seat beside you is empty is so sad, really sad. Went recess with Jocelyn and lunch i go see ronald teach ppl play piano try to act pro. When i got money buy piano i will show him i'm much better hehe. Beaumont you good got piano don't let it collect dust!

Valerie came on the third day and brought us sad news that her grandma died on monday. And that she will be absent for these few days. Good hor, can skip school, but not so good also lar. Valerie's grandma, may you rest in peace (:
Yay had the first Bio lesson this year, we bio no need change class! Last year the chem student use the class so this year is our turn! But i don't like the teacher lar, she's unsightly and hideous, what's her name again? hmm...

Kays, today valerie use her chance to escape school again. LOL jk. Recess time i eat the rice only halfway then bell ring liao, recess so short (actually not, can't finish anyway). Okay school's really boring, everyday end at 3:25pm leh wtf. Then i go home alr 5plus liao. Then bathe then sleep, 9 already then use come till 12 then try to sleep again. Routine life, hate it. 

Tomorrow i will be in secondary 4. 
Not prepared,  it's going to be a tough year. 
Today, spent my time rotting at home, infront of the com. 

Whenever i go to youtube, it means i'm bored, don't know what to do. 
I didn't want to start a new Anime series or drama, and i don't know what movie to watch. 
Cause i want to study tomorrow and free of things to watch. 

So today i watch alot of old MVs. 
Mostly S.H.E, sing alot of songs. 
And watch videos regarding the recent activities of Hebe. 
O.O they performed at Taipei on new year. 
Ella confirm that they are coming to Singapore on Apr 2010 >.<
I want to see Hebe in realife!
Next time they come to Singapore i'll be sure to see them together with my cousin(die-hard ella fan). 
I haven watch Bull fighting, maybe next time. 
Btw, i learned that Hebe is 161cm O.O 
She's not short, average. 
I'm 155cm only, 5 to 6 more cm to go!
Hehe, need to tidy up my room now. 

Here a picture of hebe that i edited (:
Click to enlarge. 

Bye bye :D

Today i went to Otaku house to buy the Hibari and Lambo cup i saw last time when i no money. 
Today i got my allowance but it's OUT OF STOCK! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!
I almost cried, swallowed my tears. 
Damn irritated. 
Lol, really wanted that cup to be my pen holder. 
Hibari really look damn hot on the cup, serious. 
And lambo is just a head printed on the cup! so cute! 
It's not a mug, just those kind of cup they drink japanese tea with, those without handle. 
Can't find pics on the net.
Sadded. 
But i found this mug instead. 


Hibari! So cute! Winter style. 

And here's the other side of the cup. Mukuro! >.< 
I like Mukuro also, but not as much as Hibari!!

And here's a Yamamoto and Gokudera cup. 


Sweet right? Love it...hehe
Want to get it but i don't have credit card. 
LOLOL and parents probably won't allow. 
Anyway, hope they restock! i still want my "pen holder!"
Okay gotta run~
Jaa ne~ (:

Today is the 3rd of January 2010, midnight 12:25am. From today onwards i will try to keep this journal alive. I know probably no one at all will visit but i'm still going to write cause i'm bored. I'm bored so the entries will be boring. You don't have to read (:

Okay so here's abit of introduction, to ppl who are reading (guess not). 
Not going to reveal my real name, but i go by the name Shinki on the net. 
7 is my favorite/lucky number, not because of any particular meaning, but because it just sound nice with Shinki, thus my user is shinki7. 
My birthday is on 27 May 1994 (270594 nice number right? haha), so i'm a Gemini. 
I'm quite a typical Gemini, except that i'm not so social, not the center of attention and not too witty (i pretty much don't have all the good points of a gemini), but i have double-personalities and i like very opposite stuff, and always have a habit of contradicting myself. But thats ME so i'll just have to live with it. 
I'm 15+ now, soon 16 ;D
My hobby is singing, really loves to sing. 
And i like editing pictures on photoshop and drawing(but i'm not good at them, sadly)
Spent most of my time on the computer. 
Don't really play any games, but i watch alot of animes. 
Oh yea, so you should know i love anime, and Japan, and cute stuff (not so much recently, i've mature! Hehe xD). 
And i love to eat chocolate and snacks and dessert! Generally, FOOD! lol...
Oh, and have a habit of writing alot of LOL on msn...sometimes i don't even think it's funny. Just...nothing to write. lol. 
I sleep late, like 3/4/5am in the morning, but this year i have O'Levels(a very important exam) so i must try to sleep early *reminding myself* and study!
STUDY STUDY STUDY, yeah and more studying. 
And i don't have a good memory, so i forget what i want to write quick. 
Basically my long-term memory are better than my short-term, strangely. 
And i know you are not interested, so i'm going to stop the introduction here. 

So, i know its abit late. 
But i want to write my New Year's resolution here. 
So here i go..,

This is a new year, a new start, so i plan on doing everything properly. 
First, as mentioned above, i need to do well for my o'lvls. 
I'm aiming for a single digit, 9 points.
"Reach for The Stars, Even If You Fail, You’ll Land on The Moon" 
Yeah so i aim for 9 points, but i don't mind getting 10-12, as long as i can get into Apparel Design course in Poly. 
so this is what i aim to get for o'lvls. 

• English - B3
• Chinese - A2
• E Maths - A2
• Combine Science - A1
• Principles of Accounts - A1
• Humanities(ss/geog) - I give up....maybe i will study abit?

Currently all my results are fail/just pass. So i really need to work extra hard! Cannot slack off!
I know my aims are abit unrealistic but..
"If u you believe u can fly, and don't doubt yourself, then you can fly."
so i'm gonna do my best to fly! Yeah!
Read lots of book and revise lots!

Secondly, i'm going to lean alot of things!

1. Play the Guitar
2. Play the Piano
3. Play the Drums
4. Drawing, Sketching
5. Japanese Language
6. Sewing
7. Cooking, Baking
8. Dancing
9. Singing (gotta improve more xD)
10. Akido, Judo, Karate, complete my taekwondo black belt and continue Wushu. 

Yeah so this is the 10 things i want to learn. Gotta save money!

Thirdly, Exercise! I can't just study also, need to be healty!
Run once or twice every weekends. 
Do 20 situps, 20 pushups, 20 squads everyday. 
Drink lots of water!

Fourth, be organise!
Simple, clean and tidy. 
Best for studying and make you feel at ease. 

Fifth, have fun while you can. 
When having a break, try to talk and play as much as possible. 
After all we need a balance life. 

Sixth, Grow taller! 
I NEED TO GROW TALLER!

Seventh, sleep early and wake up early. 
Wake up myself with an alarm clock. 

Eighth, speak more and talk louder.
Be more cheerful and talkative ((:

Ninth, take good care of parents, siblings and friends. 
Treasure them. 

Tenth, okay can't think of anything....hmmm
Find love? haha. 

Anyway this is just to remind myself. 
I just gotta do my best! 
Yosh, yaru zou! (Translate: Yeah! Let's do this!)

Okay i'll be back real soon ;D
Matta ne~ ^_^